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Eye of the storm?
Three false starts on this entry. I was going to ramble on lack of content, being in grooves versus ruts, or how work today was spent in meetings planning the next year of my team mate's side projects/education choices. Each one ran out of steam when I became disenfranchised with each. I don't think they're interesting and most were forced. I'm not feeling terse, clearly. Rather, I feel like I'm lacking anything interesting in my journal. I've posted three line entries and bullets far, far more than I'd prefer. It feels like I'm either boring or dumb, maybe both.

These concerns are false and likely brought on my tiredness and severe carb overload today. My life is fine. Work is busy with managerial issues. I've met a neat person via OkCupid who seems far more depressed than she deserves. aetrix9 is off at another conference. lady_fox is still a little sick and stressed over family upheaval.

I haven't anything exciting. Life is status quo insofar as everything is just all fine. Job is still good. Relationships are still good. Even in tighter times due to idiotic bureaucracy my outlook is still rosy. It's going to work out. I'll not allow any other course.

I just wish I had a stress eater somewhere. Aetrix, Fox and Blue could all use it.

Maybe that's why they like me. Eye of the storm.

A mantra:

Sarveshaam Svaastir Bhavatu
Sarveshaam Shaantir Bhavatu,
Sarveshaam Poornam Bhavatu
Sarveshaam Mangalam Bhavatu
Om Shanti, Shanti Shanteeh


May Health abound forever
May Peace abound forever
May complete abundance, abound forever
May auspiciousness abound forever
Om Peace Peace Peace!

Current Mood: contemplative contemplative

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