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Having completed my first real Team Lead duty... - Portrait of a Young Man as The Artist — LiveJournal
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Having completed my first real Team Lead duty...
First workplan meeting with my team member. It was good. I'd very much like the blood to return to my extremeties though.

I impress myself at how easily I can get worked up over these things. I mean, it was just a workplan meeting.
I'm starting to wonder if I actually have an anxiety issues when I must deal with other people, especially those I don't know well. I think it goes beyond a normal speaking in front of strangers sort of commonplace anxiety

Example: I get anxious when I'm order take out some times, certainly when it's a new place. Thoughts for another time, though. I must get back to work. 7 QA notes in the last hour alone. I think I'm good at my job.

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ocarina_justin From: ocarina_justin Date: October 24th, 2005 06:40 pm (UTC) (Link)
have you crushed anyone's dreams yet? If not, why not?
abmann From: abmann Date: October 24th, 2005 06:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
too busy
crush own dreams
ocarina_justin From: ocarina_justin Date: October 24th, 2005 07:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
I thought I already told you - you are NOT BEING PAID TO WORK. You are being paid to make OTHER people work - and to crush their dreams. Now go and earn your salary.
abmann From: abmann Date: October 24th, 2005 07:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
I gave my teammate a bunch of work.
But he was laughing when he left.. either I'm too funny or not crushing hard enough...
nathan_lounge From: nathan_lounge Date: October 25th, 2005 12:06 am (UTC) (Link)
I agree with Justin. Management is all about hoisting straw onto the camel's back. Then when that camel's back breaks, you fire his ass and get a new freakin' camel.
justphoenix From: justphoenix Date: October 24th, 2005 06:56 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awwww...but who am I going to trade LJ messages with if you'e busy working?!
abmann From: abmann Date: October 24th, 2005 07:17 pm (UTC) (Link)
Comments are different. I'm to busy to crush dreams, think.
abmann From: abmann Date: October 24th, 2005 07:19 pm (UTC) (Link)
... I think. I'm not telling you to think. I'm not a jerk.
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