I had a cathartic conversation with lady_fox regarding last night's debacle and a few issues swirling in the midst - surprisingly I allowed it to occur over the phone as she drove to work. I normally hate conversations such as those over the phone because you completely lose body language. It worked, I believe, because it may have been an extension of an earlier conversation we were having regarding Sev, gambitlebeau, and uses of "love" within different contexts. I think just airing a few thoughts I'd been mulling over helped me relax.
Still, I don't like having any anger directed at anyone within our squirrelly and quadrangular relationship.
Some days I wish I could be wholly selfish.
Some days I wish I could loose my demons
without an intellectual check.
Confidential to everyone:
I forgot my cell at home today!
Huzzah! 23 hours until important deadline #1 and I'm finished.
Eat it, crazy micro-managing-but-"I-don't-want-to-mana