March 16th, 2009

Cthulhu Joyce

Meh

I've been a pendulum lately. Lots of really nifty things and lots of pretty bad things. My emotions have been running similarly. Last week was dichotomous - a last kiss and a first kiss days apart.
  • + Lovely weekend with Fox, including coffee on our terms. Small things (potentially petty) but invigorating none-the-less.
  • + Started watching season 1 of Sarah Conner Chronicles aned it's kind of fun so far.
  • - Thje discs are scratched enuogh that the Xbox can't read part of episode 2. Back to preplayed tonight.
  • + Fun night with tandu, slavetopurple, onesoul and her guy who I know has an LJ but can't find in the pofile lists. There was a whole lot of brandy drinking and general relaxing. From it, Fox and i may become reources for new poly couples to talk to about various issues. Kind of neat.
  • + An excellent date with all_roped_up including adorable giddy bouncing and two stupidly funny comics. The night ended with key fumbling and a few pleasant, light kisses. The was followed by general giddiness driving home on my part and then (hopefully) cute silliness on Twitter waiting for her to ask me out again - I wasn't allowed to ask this time. :) We are meeting for lunch on Saturday.
  • - Still working through my emotions from the breakup. I'm sort of worried I'm just avoiding things, though I have been talking with Fox and some others. I worry because of the strength of the emotions I had when I saw an email from her last night.
  • + Bluebery pie. Matcha cupcakes. Wow were the cupcakes good.
  • + I'm down 4 pounds.


I may be top loading with positive though the weekend (starting Friday) was great. The negative emotions were pretty strong, so maybe not.

I'm feeling kind of blah today. But it is a day of many meetings, which is hardly exciting times. I also have a dentist visit today. Woo....
  • Current Music
    Foaming latte milk