?

Log in

No account? Create an account
entries friends calendar profile ABMann.net Previous Previous Next Next
Portrait of a Young Man as The Artist
abmann
abmann
What’s in a Name?
8 comments or Leave a comment
Comments
abmann From: abmann Date: April 10th, 2012 01:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
Heh, I think our definitions of awesome become better articulated and rounded. They stand up to time better. There are things that I used to do or be that still matter and make me a better person now.

I can't get over my writing style from the first few years of entries. So... flowery and inefficient. :) Though I still like quite a bit of the poetry I was writing and wonder why I really stopped.

What did you find in your rummage?
tyskkvinna From: tyskkvinna Date: April 10th, 2012 01:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yes, I agree. It's really hard to compare how I feel about myself now vs. how I felt about myself then because I have a much more matured set of rules to judge myself on now.

I found that I really had no idea what I was doing. Or what I wanted. Or what made me happy. Or anything. I would bounce from thing to thing but nothing stuck, probably because I didn't put in the effort to actually master anything. This applies to people, jobs, hobbies, etc.

A lot of me is the same as I was.. in some cases that's good and in some cases I need to work on it more.
8 comments or Leave a comment